suckiness

yes, folks. today actually sucked.

first off, my philosophy class got indefinitely canceled. on any other usual lifetime, that's actually good news. not for me. i'm already getting an A on that subject, i like the prof, i like the class (sisiw!), and i like my seatmate. if for some reason, they bring in a substitute, the possibility of getting screwed - GPA-wise, importantly - is highly likely. if its canceled, then i'm not a fulltime student. which means i can't aim for a dean's list or a shot at being invited at this honors' society (good for the resume). of course, it's not going to be as bad as my classmate, who is on his last sem. just imagine how its gonna suck when he has to take another sem, with only one freakin class to attend.

second, my pyschology teacher just announced our exam would be next week. on the same week as my bio lecture exam. enuf said.

third, i get home and get my first paycheck. again, ordinarily good news. ohhhhh no... because the paycheck shows off... ZERO BALANCE. how can one get a freakin zero balance!?! i mean, even 5 hours of work is entitled to some payment, right?!?!?!? it's stupid, i tell you. i just wanted to quit all of a sudden. example, imagine 2 weeks' worth of work, and coming up with only $10 to show.

i'm in a bad mood. i still have to iron clothes and study for my exam.. make that examS (plural). GARRRRR!!!!

of buses, report and men...

woah! almost a month without an update!!

what can i say? i've been busy (ye, right). i honestly haven't much to say right now, though i had a lot that's been happening. i just didn't find the time to write!

okay, the bus trip. on one thursday, i was at the bus stop at 6pm, and continued to wait for the 6:30pm bus. only, it didn't pass at all! i was there til 7pm, slightly shivering na. i called the bus company to complain, and in return, they sent me a bus to pick me up! for me alone! I WAS THE ONLY PASSENGER! I GOT TO RIDE FOR FREE! IT TOOK ME STRAIGHT TO THE HOUSE(well, near it anyway) and i didn't have to ride to transfer buses (which i do on normal occasions). aliw, very surreal experience.

report. finally led a discussion in english. gack. needless to say, i was nervous, especially when only a few participated. but my classmates said i did well, considering it was a poem that i had to talk about.

men. one guy has been bugging me to download the advent children 7 movie (which i heard is awesome!). but naman, 700mb?!?! same guy called me a flip chick, and it only dawned on me that flip meant filipino. still, for some reason, i'm uneasy. maybe it's the guy. another guy just approached me to say, don't worry, i don't like you, i really like you as a friend. WTF?! where did that come from?! needless to say, i don't know how to react to him now. third, the bus guy friend of mine, is somehow avoiding me. who cares. i really have to swear off guys for the time being.

MUST. FOCUS. ON. STUDIES...

and not forget to write, of course! :)