end of the semester blues

i realized just now that i always seem to have them. last summer, with chemistry... last fall, and this recent spring as well..

they have more to do with people actually. somehow, my overactive mind always nag me that i've annoyed some, and thereby pushing them away from me in the process.

i say overactive because... it does this pity feeling everytime already. i should be used to it by now. and, sad to admit, it's also my way of consoling myself.

gah. i want to make this as short as possible. on the plus part, my creative juices have been acting up really good this time of the year, and all i've been doing is designing, designing, designing! aaaah, it feels good....