wow. it's been almost year since i last visited this page. i must admit, i missed it. going through some of my latest (er, oldest..?) posts, i was a little amused at how articulate i was. i'm not heaping praises on myself, don't get me wrong; but i just had a rather nostalgic feeling... how one year had passed so quickly, and i wonder what had become of me, the writer?

let's see. i'm now in a nursing clinical program, which requires me to be more direct and simplistic. and it pressures me to be more vocal, which i'm adjusting to since i'm much more comfortable at the written words. there's so much more, as anne of green gables would say, scope for imagination.

i will say i love english words. i was born in the philippines, but english has had more influence than my native language at capturing the fanciful and the creative needs of my head. of course, i've read more books in english, but that's not the point. i like using the english language. *of course, nothing beats conversing in tagalog, esp in gossip mode :P*

at hindsight, i do wonder what led me to leave this blog in the first place. i have my suspicions, but i won't write it out. anyway, my concern now is that i am going back to writing in this blog because... it feeds my soul, for lack of a better phrase. i needed an outlet, even if no one would read these posts. i do have another blog, but THAT one is a little superficial, meant to report some of my daily activities and musings. THIS, i intend to be for deeper writings. the anonymity helps, because nobody would have a face to register to these writings. i can write what i want. and while i hope there would be feedback, as of now, i'm contented.

i suspect i will write more again, but don't hold me to my word. but, CH is once more here :)